Soprity

I never knew Could not even have imagined This feeling You made me feel so loved So wanted I live now in the present That was your gift To me It was all I ever wanted You are my every feeling of comfort and ease The best to become of me you release You carried me Until I could carry myself And you pushed me Until you new yourself That I was ready To be new To be what you never imagined Up amongst a star Not lying down flat Stuck on the tar That paves the roads For those walking aimlessly Towards unknown goals On borrowed time That they stole Now it's clear Why I'm standing here With all my fears Dissolved away W

Do you know what it feels like? To feel so socially awkward around people that you feel uncomfortable in your own skin, knowing that you don't fit in. And, you walk away... thinking that being alone will be better for you - but you're wrong. You just feel even more  alone; even more rejected from society; perhaps even sad, in some way. What do you do while waiting for someone? As you wait, and wait, and wait for them - hoping they'll come soon lest you seem like a loner walking aimlessly around, causing people to pity you. And your face gets hot, you start to sweat because they know - they know of how alone you are and they feel sorry for